Have you ever written exams and afterwards have this strange feeling that you have failed? In many cases you are even afraid to go and check the result. The reason is that you are not confident that what you wrote in the exams has met the requirement of the examiners; as a result there is this strange feeling that you have not made the mark.
In the same way, you may have heard about Jesus and his desire to do you good. You like many others may have responded to the call to give your life to Christ so that you may enjoy the good that Jesus has to offer you. You may have prayed by yourself or a pastor prayed for you or both. Yet to your dismay, your life has remained the same. Your tastes and appetites remain the same. The things you pursued in life and the sins you enjoyed committing before the prayer to give your life to Christ remain attractive to you. You know that this cannot be God’s standard of righteousness, you are therefore filled with fear each time you hear about the coming of Jesus or the possibility of death. You don’t honestly know the judgment God has for you after this life. The biblical report that “if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come” is yet to come true in your life.
What is it that is missing in your conversion? Why is your conversion experience different from that of people in the bible? The answer to these questions are one. It is lack of biblical repentance from sin and faith in the Lord Jesus. The bible says, “Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death” (2Co 7:10 NIV). True repentance involves experience of grieve in our heart about our sins against God. When we truly see that we have caused Jesus much grief through our lives of sin despite his suffering for us on the cross, then we feel grief for our foolishness. True repentance involves the knowledge of the fact that you are a sinner, owing God debts of obedience which you can never finish paying and the penalty for the debt is death. Your debt has temporarily separated you from God waiting for eternal separation in hell. But God in His love did not want you to perish in your dept so He decided to pay your debt for you. Jesus paid your debt by living a life of complete obedience and taking your place to die on the cross. True repentance involves appreciating this love of God, turning away from your sins and putting your faith in Him for your eternal salvation. It involves confession of the sins you have committed to God as much as you can remember and asking him in prayers for forgiveness. It involves returning things you have stolen, asking forgiveness from those you have wronged and beginning to do the right where you have been accustomed to do evil. Lastly, true repentance involves a quality decision to live for Jesus and not self.
You may say that you did not know these things before. If you are right then the time to repent in truth is now. The bible says “In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent. For he has set a day when he will judge the world with justice by the man he has appointed. He has given proof of this to all men by raising him from the dead.” (Act 17:30-31).
If you chose to repent now, God will accept you, transform and make you his child. Jesus will say to you what he said to Zaccheaus (the man in the bible who repented in a similar fashion), “Today salvation has come to this house.” (Luke 19:9) If you desire to pray the prayer of repentance, your prayer to God should acknowledge
That you have sinned (Confessed all the sins you can remember to God). That you are turning away from your sin (tell God the kind of change you desire). That you want God to forgive your sins. (Ask God to make you clean in his sight). That you are submitting yourself to Jesus as your Lord and Saviour. (Offer yourself to God to serve him as your master and Lord)
You can pray now.
Yours truthfully
Ifiok Ukobo
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